Tuesday, December 14, 2010

What Is Poetry?


Poetry, good poetry, washes over the soul like an Ocean claims a ship for Its menagerie, along with good men. When the last word is finished and one is grasping for air, the reader, one who has opened the heart and mind, will learn to swim, and become strong in the sojourn to the shore of understanding, insofar knowing a little more about the universe around and within them; some may correctly argue they are one in the same.  It is an exposition of the artist bearing all, beauty and ugliness, for the sake of that which is bigger than judgment, for truth.  He stands naked, in his poems for all to see and judge and become inspired. It creates the most intimate of relationships between reader and artist. This is more intimate than sex, or love, or even the relationship between the Divine and Its subjects. This relationship to the artist is bittersweet, for whether or not the artist’s poem is accepted or disliked weighs heavily on the weak hearted, while those whom care not of what is deemed good or bad and accept that which is will revel in the exposure. And so too, will the reader get drunk in beauty and truth and love and death and sex and above all else, sagacity.
Poetry can, too, be like a bricklayer’s trade. A poet uses words as stones, crosses through life’s mud as a way to understand or want for clarity of what otherwise makes no sense. These stones wield the path behind the footprints of the artist, and for his own soul and others. For ages poets have used words as an account, or path, to find beauty in themselves. To dwell in the words and emotions, made by the calm mind is to extend a glimpse to the light inside. It is with the words of truth and pity, and piety that the poet finds enlightenment. This poet, disciplined in his art, in his realized universe, and abundant with listenings from the heart is the poet whom finds Voice. No longer does this poet dwell in the whinings of angst and immature despair, but rather uses such as instruments to grow and promote growth.
What deep and clear axiom is embodied and can be autopsied in a poem!  That which is taken out of a poem differs among readers, and more importantly among the same reader at different times, as well as the poet himself. These interpretations are beautiful for they are exactly what the audience needs to hear; they are that which stems a tree of reality (or at the very least temporeality). That is to say, poems are the mirrors through which we see ourself and our inequity and strength. There, is found: truth.
            Many achieve the status of Sage in the realm of words, like Dickenson, Whitman, Ferlinghetti, Ginsberg, Hughes, Homer, Virgil, Collins, Bukovski, Morrison, Angelou, Knight…  Many more strive to achieve it and may hedge mediocrity. It is said that there are two types of poets. First, the great poets; they live life through their poetry, and in turn sacrifice themselves to the quill-tip crucifix.  Second is the bad poet. These are the ones that live a life of poetry, and make true happiness a state of mind by living! Then, they slapdashedly jot it down later. I, therefore, pride myself on being a bad poet, and live a life meant for living. I envy those, however, that have make the word their life and exalt them with the fullest esteem I hope to one day hold in my naked hands, palms out for all to see, and judge, and glory.

            

You Make Me Want To Drink Again

A life with out love is like a thirst without drink for cure.  I float atop a putrid ocean of insufferable tonic, a tease for the liking. I dipped a spoon, and again and again, I tasted the salted waters, tainted with lies. Only two spoonfuls sweeted my tongue, while the rest caused me great disdain. I try again and again, for the tides and waters shall forever change, and I hope to be washed in the sweet again.
Touch my tongue with your honeysweet lips, and tip your chalice for a couple sips. Let me drink from you freely and take you all in, cause I am thirsty for your love, and you make me want to want to drink again.  You make me want to drink again.

Chorus: Please don’t go, please don’t go (summer love)
Don’t leave me here all alone

May I Tell You A Secret?


I wont hold you to it--  
You can forget if it suits your taste

I prefer a dry throat, a treat I accidentally provide
The empty swallow that gets stuck half way down
The way I sound, raspy as if years of lessons have eroded sharpness
Like river rocks, static-- stoic
and smooth

Choosing words as fingers pick mulberries,
Stained and fragile
Knowing the best-- slight red and tart to taste

The way they fill my mouth and leave bitter--
Rotten teeth--  
            Dry, and reminding


shh-- 
I am here

Stow Away For A While


He snuck through the steerage, shoulder by shoulder, used two ticketless hands to stow away,
and smile in accomplish.

He peeped, and gawked on grotesques and gargoyle faces, university spectacles on sharp, narrow noses. He sat next to idiots crying Faggot! Queer! Sloshing around their beer. He was drunk too, and pitied himself for silence had stolen his tongue. He was a whim of “several billion cells to be him for a while” for a while.

Charles Mingus! he cried
Hughes, Hughes kissing whiskey and head struck ejaculate,
over and over
Charles Mingus, Charles Mingus

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Lost in Translation


Daughter breadfruit the beauty, ja, ja, aj,
aha, ja, jaita like dog.
they are not my incultados values. very reyna of
Timbaro begs for it but that is not responded to him to the municipal
president after aperitivo.ja, aha, aj, aj we are igualitas.

That nor conoszco, of the beautiful flowers
but of Chuincio pa riba asks to me,
that I sang pirecuas to them in the events,
and were but fine until Polyglot they were so that they dominated that of the language.
 you know that pa that us

Monday, November 8, 2010

Untitled [we are like fools to follow]


we are like fools to follow
and fin
wherever the ocean’s tide decide;

carry your footprints
in a loose woven basket

drop them along instead,
as stale bread to take you along
to a mossy,
dirt bed

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Hag

I.

Squeeze my heart Ms. Holiday,
‘Til red wine flows between your knuckles.
Preludes-- women struck before your grip
Women with polished claws and plum-purple pumps
            Gashed my cheek, and toppled. “I’m gay”
            I say-- “S’okay,” they say, “you’ll sway,” they say
(but I never do) Blonde hair on sticky red lips
‘Til they puckered to blow some my way--
Calypso, Calypso, call your girls off!

Pick me up and down Billie. Vibrate
Your eargasmic cords, with voracity
Steal a heart or two, but do take mine down
Off that dusty shelf and finger my swinging vein.
            (even behind high eyes) Remember--
            Wet, dripping envelope, lumpy and beating
“Strange fruit hangin’ from the poplar tree”
Twist your mouth into a smile and lick your metallic wrist.


II.

“Thief, thief!” she cries, meager, rattling my shelf.
I take my tea in rooms about, ‘til dust
Reaches her lips-- walking muscle after muscle
A parade, now lugubrious, past her pitiful pout.
            “Do you look? Do you tear me up with your follied rot?
            “And him too? How’s desperate tastin’ these days?”
I wouldn’t keep her to treasure (next to old magazines and papers)
If an empty mouth tasted sweet as her.



Thursday, September 9, 2010

Bubbled in Latin-Glamerican: Pt. 2


My Boy,
My beautiful Boy
Threads stretch nicely across
That torso
of yours


I know you huddle over the john
to offer your health,
(like muddy puddle’ splashing
on rolled up pant legs)


Can you Fit in it My Boy?
My beautiful Boy
With the faintness of vomit on your lips
And fresh cigarette smoke
To cover up the stench

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Sir Doyle and Her


Metal Click Click
Click spokes go round
On my polished new Schwinn
                 And her’s too
Fresh of the shop, in Glory
Off to celebrate wind
Metal Clink Clink
Sharp pains in crash
A tumble to gritty street
                 A stale, hot dust

Candlelit Glimpses


Burberry et’homme, mingling pheromones
Intoxicating my mind.
Watching Him belly dance nude in the mirror
Flickers of candlelight do so on his skin- too
He grins at me beneath his dark mane
Known to him, my sins I share- freely.
And hope from him- to partake.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Toledo Ain't that Bad


Eating burnt baby back ribs under dim red lamps
Around wooden tables adorned with good friends and
                                                Conversations:
The difference between nerds and geeks or poets and artists.
We are all one of the sort, in our own way
About Williams and Elliot, the trite bastard and his lake,
                        Of Monet and Thomas, McCord and Ferlinghetti, Ginsberg, a man!
And of love, and death and sex, the girl with good hair he should have fucked:
                                                These things that matter to
                                    Us.  Trading and out-shining, and Reciting
In Vanity- drinking Stoli, or bitter DeadMan beer, tasting as though filtered through 
One -Til a street sweeper hotfoots past in prep for the erasure of the
            Perfect night Shared with lovers            
                                                            And friends
And others. Lungs hurt from menthols bummed on that porch

We totter home to dreamless pillows, cold and inviting  

The North American Poet


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                          imes and tempests Of
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                 Of God Of Allah Of Buddha Of Christ
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              Neferosity of change reigns. Death Fa
             cinates these poets. And life is a muse.         The North
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             Or a yellow sundress, maybe red- too Or
              perhaps a bathrobe while sitting over
              their wooden writing desk comfort
               able- and drinking aromatic coffee
                They are naked and bear their ug
                      ly bodies to the world- Hon
                     est and hiding nothing In Go
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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Untitled [All Wait for the Words]


All wait for the words, some quiet and some
Not for the whispering coos ‘A war is Won’
Bless’d battlements shooting word.
And Limb after Limb, there shall be but few
Left to but raise in exaltation of Him
We only count The battles after they’re lost.
Triviality bears not weight on presidents and
Soldiers and congressmen and women and
Coal miners in sweat stained work suits
Fueling the Glamerican culture of Conceit.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Corpses


I find it is disheartening
-To think of corpses
Flitting on erudite stairs
-To false pediments- softening feet
With plagiarized blankets.
I once stood for something-
Colonizing a belly, painting wall flesh
As was my home. but wait instead- now
For this beast to vomit
Taken was- our chance of amalgamation

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Torsos

Two mirrored torsos set in beauty, side by side.
First, molded wax, wrought with virgin hands
White on wooden block dwarfed its darker twin.
A chest of brown and pierced nail metals,
Took a second charge in the artists hands.

Two hearts, one in light, and one in fear
Stand side by side in electric light
One of fair and juvenile love,
And one, from weathering tempests
Feigns its callous’ for reckless smiles.

Bubbled in Latin-Glamerican: Part 1

Erratic lingerings in glass menagerie
He sweated feet to capricious beats
And bought a tumbler and then two.
Soul mounting urbanely, he took
To Glamerica with cultured stride
While leather expansion tightened
In de rigueur preciosity.





Beauty blanketed rationale
Rewinding a spring loaded trap.

Untitled [Deafened Headstruck Fetters]


Deafened, headstruck fetters;
I no longer hear his love-song chord.
Brittle heart pieces soften over again
To dream his lips against mine
I quiver with infertile craving.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

To Kiss His Phantom Lips


Body, Body! call upon the memories of touch
When he loved you,
Stroked your shell with His unsteady lips
Made moments of headed worship
Tip touching, caressed and finger grazed
Body- Skin dream of his feel.
Conjure his hard quivered case
Kept close and smell His neck
Sex sweated beneath erect
White feather comforts


Dream of him, Body, in gloried life
Sit and tremble in distant loss
Bring it close, and hedge the pain
To kiss his phantom lips,
A thousand times again

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Untitled [My Oh My What a Slender Love We Have]

My, oh my, what a slender love we have.
I beseech you a patience, an indulgence of kinds
You give all to me  unblushing, with antiquated baskets
Sucked lips, and bit too hard, are sore
Finger-string post-it for awkward kisses.
Definites tightened cheeks
For a parallel impending,
For the stories we’ll make together
For the lores that we can tether
With threads woven on a wheel
That spins like a clockwork color, and
Takes us both from here.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Risks of Love


Alms of beating heart,
Hand bloody rare flesh
Appease your voracity

Taste it connoisseur
Maybe seconds come
My plate’s given pretty cheap

Monday, July 26, 2010

If But For a Moment

Unbuttoned and gritty, I laid there, comforted by the dark.
I shared secrets with you, a brochure to my past.
Your eyes held me, as they looked on.
Judgments were staved; love however cold was welcomed
I smile now, for I know that I will’ve had a held hand
If but for a Moment.

If i Only Had Three Arms

If i only had three arms to hold down the untied ends
So they wouldn’t snap up and slash.
And twelve-finger room for all my pledged rings
i need a second head to think twice as well,
And faster too.

But maybe a spare heart will do,
When I set my first one to break
It’ll beat on for a time, until I had nothing else to lose.

My new body would keep me able,
While the little one I'm in, can
Only stretch my skin too tight
Across the throat, and torso



So, I hem a seam or two
Til my thread spool runs bare, and

I spill out on the black top,
Burning hot to innard’s touch
And exposed for all to see.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

The Wise Man and the Intellect


Withered robes hung from weathered bones 
On shoulders that stretched up toward the sky 
Posture turned stiffness and the laudable notings of 
A wise man turned rancid while the youth waited for 
Something they wanted to hear Ears not touched with 
Pleasure they forgot They forgot him
How true his actions were How easily his truth was twisted. 
How silly his wisdom seemed to the minds of 
Those that dictate and think and know

Sunday, June 20, 2010

To Validate the Truth of Love

Puzzle pieces heavy to touch
Shall Shatter glasses upon descent

And Fill the picture, for life cannot take
Guess work follies and
Edgar pitted, cherry blossom advertising,
Blue marionetteer knotted strings
Leech their puppets of Gilded burrows


Smile and Touch scared skin yet loved
Seeded ammo roulette player
Plant stock and grow another
To surrender the truth of love

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Absinthe Makes the Heart grow Fonder


This is the first of a series of 'Visual Poems' that have been inspired by the need to break out of the realm of conventional left to right word arrangement. Words can bequeath an idea, they have the ability to challenge thought and invoke understanding, awareness and knowledge of truth and beauty to all who are exposed to them. It is on the reader to tap into that energy. This is an exposition in the field of word and picture provocations. As words are beautiful, they should be gloried and empowered to the fringes of human capacity! Here, in this visual poem, I challenge you to take these words to the edge of your understanding, and find something about yourself as well as the piece in front of you.

Monday, May 24, 2010

In bed without a disguise

My skin hangs loosely from my cauterized head, draping,
I unzip it and slip contemplatively into my bed.

The process of getting to know the human race is humbling
And I replay the day…

Instrumental Tongue, Tell The Tale To Dance To

The tongues of creation, sang a melody to dance to.
He was named Lyric to clear throat, and spit us from his lips
For the last time, ‘til we meet again, we fly
It is beautied wind that carries us to our destination,
It is Earth mother that opens her bosom to soften our descent into what is fated and full.
Her instincts swell her and we now inhale in a mirrored mocking of worship
Sister moon ebbed her waters and we then exhale to mimic the waving retreat
It is Wings break off in the landing, while we skid in a torrent of plumage to our sold out destinations They flew into Clouds were made this day, and man looked up and saw birds and bunnies and revolution

That day, a long time ago, we had fetted hands, fingers stretched to another and grasped for a sign that we feel now, and forever young and crawling we bobbed our heads to the beat of mother’s bosom. That heart ticked away slowly and calculated to a melody of our love Beat beat beat, said her bosom, and we knocked it back, beat beat.

Instrumental tongue sang out to Lyric’s strained cords,
A harmony Fell even unto the ears of the deaf, the dumb Danced and the dead now Trembled in righteous anticipation.
Bulls were Cast in gold and finned twin fish in silver, and Quartz Gods Settled their ass cheeks into alters while Instrumental Tongue Talked to us.
Listening follied voodoos Pricked up their ears and Picked up their feet, paraded in the sands of lovers
While Bedded children, full and trembled sang along Stravinsky’s foul notes,
While Lullibied beasts of night time reign bequeathed the throne to those in gloried rays,
He called out to antagonized widowed weepers, bandaged with ropes, in a fevered splendor, do you not dance?
Filling the streets with chameleon love struck lovers,
A pulse Rang throughout, omnipotent and splendid, vibrating the strings between us and between us,
While he called out to Creole tongued musicians brass lipped and sun burnt
They Smiled in the fleeting recognition of him, and inspired all, then with their song
The Rasti’s pot stained fingers snapped to the beat of mother’s bosom
While Monocled catholic children, kneeled and Pitied the yogis and chai drinkers while They smiled in recognition
tranny hookers pulled on pumps and clicked their heels to the beat
While peg legged pirates stubbed their toes on the isles left behind, while the yacht men paraded breadcrumbs of nickel and gold.

Balances were lost on our day of plum. The balance was there before lyric called out the name of you and me and Faeder Ure, my grandfather’s grandfather and yours
That balance was there before the beat beat of mother’s bosom and Yo- tongues creation song, that balance was there and that balance still Is. Open your ears and see that syllable called om. Open your eyes and hear the silence between the beat beat beat.
Instrumental tongue does not ask why we dance only of us that we do
Through the shivers of a fevered Earth mother, feel that temperature rise, to cure, and mollify a scale of pebbled clinkin’ happenings
Know that the beat beat will be bounced back, and we will live on through the shrill trill of earthquakes and quivers.
Know that we will pick up the pieces of our alters that crumbled like stale bread.
Know that we will evolve and revolve back to the embedded hibernation of conscious realization taking stock in nothing at all.
Know that the beat beat of her bosom will carry us all,
Know that we know all when we were young, and filled our heads with the judgments of humanity. Know that we can once again smile in the ebbing waters and beautied wind,

Know that we will once again take airs and be spoon fed back to heaven.

For Helen

Grass blades worship throne
An artist taking stock in faces
Of blank fettlings
Tapping pens to rhythms
Stravinsky should draw, Green.


Top hat vibrated by buzzes
Through a hedged Head.
Fetting art for fetted art

Eye drop, tea tipped

Tim Burton soliloques
On a cotton filled summer eve.

Cronos should be jealous
'Cause Time stopped today

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Untitled [Ethereal Efficacy]

Ethereal Efficacy
Engineered in airs
Entwine around everyone

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

White sunglasses

White sunglasses like a bug
Trace the tanlines on blistered
Dark skin. Strutting in
his heavy, holey coats that
Man takes stock of whats around.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

The Fabulous Life of Me


The line between art and pornography has always been a fleeting one to place. Arguments over what is art and what is pornography began when Adam took a bite of that delicious fruit for which we all yearn. I enjoy obscuring that line a little more in my work. This piece in particular represents the form of passion, desire and truth in its natural form, while paying tribute to the recognition of the distorted image we portray for others. We all like to swim in the grays of controversy, blindly searching for the answers, but not all of us let the world know.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Excerpt from 'Captive' performed by Nate Zeigler

I rake the Book of Words
to find one to bring to you
To fold it up in origami
A swan to fly and follow you
After I let you go
On that napkin I wrote my soul
And let it go for you
I am nothing now
Alone in those walls I built for you
And Pray I never find
A napkin stamped
'Return to sender'

I am waiting

I am waiting

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Neon Capitalist

Naked, Pussy, glass-eyed
And dancing woman
Rocking soft body in tune
A gaze past the faces of men into a shower of
Crinkled ones
And she smiled slightly in the neon light.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Surgery of an Ex-Lover

Prep for the knife now
Take will, and stock, and hedge here
Cut across the heart.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Accidental Splendor

Our Father,
Tell me what to call a shrouded grin, for my words fail me in accidental splendor.
With clouded eyes cast down upon our follies, I feel the chuckles rocking you heavily;
I seek solidarity in my staving heart, and in my soliloquy I confess a readied reluctance for retribution.
The kind has given much attention to my masonry, and brick by brick I rebuild; a migrant filing from oxidized modern mules, put to plow til sweated brow and caliced hand take.
Mortar mollifies you know, I know you know when I hear that devious chuckle bellowing through my veins, that the wrecking ball may strike again.
Rephrase, stumble over my tongue, I ask again, Our Father, what to call a shrouded grin.
A parafoil perhaps, the nongrid, parachute-like nylon airfoil of ribbed or cellualr construction, constricting my descent into turbulent terratory.
Or even an ewer, a now priceless, now useless piece of pottery from a time no one remembers, but stories stave te philosophy of ritual propriety, and no one will ever forget it was once celebrated to contain
Emptiness.
Maybe the word is wahine, riding a wave and flowing on her own celebrated vesselature.
Painted Warhol prose on bathroom stalls pre-emt me to possibility of
Perfume, aromatic tangebility of him, olfactory lingerings beyond Apollo's reign.
Cupido, the thirst from staredowns with cylanders filled with shallow waters.
Maybe the word follows 'L'
Leeway. Ledger. Leg-of-mutton. Launder.
Loon. Locomotive. Legalist. Lavender.
Legato. Latino. Lather. Lair.
Launch. Laudanum. Laugh. Lecture.
Loin. Logical. Leatherback turtle.
But Father, Our Father
I just want to want him,
Perhaps, maybe, just maybe, the word is
Hm.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Untitled [What King Should Be Revered]

What king should be revered!

Patchwork grins on that park bench,

A dolman to his liking.

He, clad in tattered robes

Of indigo and deep purple and

Crown donned with shining thorns,

Is worshipped by clean cheeks,

And passersby send

gifts of averted eyes.

Forgotten Black Woman

Chrysanthemum stitched dress

Warm color contrasting cool skin

Blue-black and swishing, she rocks,

Swinging arms.

Ardent tremors take over

That soft body. Dirt boulevard

Uninvitedly kisses her cheek.

Shackled and steeled, face

Printed and plowed; pedal

After pedal passed by her eye and

Salted water met that street.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Untitled [Blue hued dew comes through when I seek you]

Blue hued dew comes through when I seek you,
And shine a ring of thorns upon your crown.
Stumbling quietly into your lair,
I bring the Ancient with an accidental purpose
To meet an indifferent eye.